DONT LOSE YOURSELF IN LIFES WOORLDWIND.
Thursday, March 5, 2026
Wednesday, March 4, 2026
blame the stage game
Why Ink Me
Ever since you
Stated
Again Again & Again
I knew I was in
Can we get with the
new & old
trend
Ink Me
Only if it's kept
real as possible
Chills going down with the possible
Going around & around
Can become a familiar sound
of
Not Again
Give the ink no time to dry
Brain Drain that Remmy
Martin pls. make it laugh
So Chummy & Bumpy & So More
So when we go
Open for shop
The Mike will drop
When it folds together
The stage will be for us together as one.
shell of life
The Caree shells
I need to be real
The career
I want to be surreal
Can the real take place
Of my own currency being
Still Stolen
Where is my handprint
for me to find survival?
Without the arrival
Is needed
To spend what was bought
as a parcel
From a fan
Pushing me up the cold sand
As I eye a place for me
In this
And And So what.
So I take a bold stand
but is still though
Just to holla I need you
back
Brave friend.
Tuesday, March 3, 2026
The stagnation of my truth
Has the luck of been with it
With it or withour
I still honestly don't know where I would be
Still really don't
But hoping to find my truth
I am no truth
I'm just Nikki
Crying constistintly to hang on
to the last word
all i got
hang on to the next time i get
get it right
Not knowing why I should pursue for the sake
of capturing
what was maybe there as a fantacy
while time changes
I will go and figure the equation out
each day being different but never to end.
I do want to go off in the "sunset"
but is it just something beautiful to say
Let me begin to keep it real
as mine has to find its own horizon
Of course we've learned nothing is to be own
Nor blood that is not yours should be forced to withdarwl
To provide you life
it is volunteery.
Monday, March 2, 2026
Token of reality
The Devine
Is the scheme
That we speak to be seen
As the theme
is
With togetherness resigned
We seem to have been in
This scene
As the beginnings
Of the fore seen
Only to have
We not come into
Well
Then OURS
Would nots
be
OUR
as of NOW?
Saturday, February 28, 2026
What ppl do for Love
The heat is on
Walls have creeks and sounds
Cardinals sit and watch over
Live Now
To wake to the same thang
No one wanting to be true to me
While my head is heavy
With lies once told
What is the better of the two
Sit back in aw of the fold
of why can't I get it right
For someone to be in my physical
true touch-touch site
To finally come to Nikki as they are
Why fear
or
is
it
Simply no care
To much is just to much
Stare @ me as a slush
Why insult my intellegence
We cont. to make room for a chances?
of course
The question remains where is my
chance to be me 4 me & not you.?
Now
The Same
Change always gets in the way of Love
We must revolve through
And see it as
Our way in becoming sound
yet unfound Still.
Once AGAIN!
While I sit and smoke another cigerette
Me and Juice I Have Egoed up
Same time same line of wow is me.
Can we ever solve this problem
Of
Killing ourselves softly?
No answer just smoother yourself first
for OUR feast
at the
COOK OUT.
While chimes
Continue
To
Strangle
My
Neck
Thursday, February 26, 2026
Sheer Delight
Oh My God
I finally found
that other half
I been looking for to
hold it in my mouth
and taste the sweetness
Of an individual Red looly pop
Found by me
To administer as I please
Myself as we
Meet Up.
Them vices will get you caught up
The new stock
Vs
The Old original
Is always a pondering and discovering
Of your own.
To be found as sound envelopes you
to take where?
There well du.
Just remember the original thought of being
There to discover
who this or it
Truly
Be About!
First things First,
Mind love making
Those are some
Dogon houses
I found on my trail
Such a wonderful view to be had
And
The marvel of connection with
The strength of nature
Holding it up
Is such a marvel
and
How they began
Let us make a series that depics this for the next generation to come
and
Understand
why
Dog On It
Is Imperative!
A life
Yes we do celebrate every tree
For a fee of seeing it through the winter
Of course cause we know the fee
Of it
Being sleep with no leaves
But how are we gonna view the leaves
When they come back to see just us
Still there
Viewing them as usual
Why must they fall for it ever y though
You and me for a magnificant view
Of the
Sleeping and weeping willow tree joining
to live
alive
thrive
as
season continue to turn
and see who is next to me
Now!
Mourning
The likes of lonliness
But know wholemess
Can take a toll of lonely hellos and goodbyes
But know now fate of being offish and kinda emotionally shy
As we go through never really noing at any time in life
Where the true defining factor will be nice or trife
Just going only with faith of the next smile coming through
Always inevitiably
The bully of evitability
being a possiblitiy
or
am i a liability
To cause actuality
I need formability at all times by my means if possible
Still fixing
Whiloe try to keep it mixed up as usual
I can STILL feel
Wednesday, February 25, 2026
The Outcome
As the winter
weather
enters the
atmosphere it
makes for the
sun to continiously
lay around somewhat
waiting for a word
from the nurturer
to adhere to him
getting ready to spring
forward to begin his bid
to become a
everlasting provider
During
every seasonal
fixture shown to be so
When the holy day
arrives
the night
will be already
still made
to be
surrounding red lights at
any cost.
Times of Truth will lye
Where does the real
lye?
Who can we relye
On
To be the cooling
of the lye?
Once told to be
the truth
Of the matter.
But really is a
ally to save the
truth from the
lie
While impossing
Truths be told through
fallen lye.
So where does the truth
lye?
May be for realiztion
of the civilization
Within' your lying dome
to be determined
through
Where is your lye planted?
To Bloom!
Tuesday, February 24, 2026
Monday, February 23, 2026
African American woman poses with her American Staffordshire terrier, circa early 1910s.
All we have
to do is
continue
to set an angel
to untangal
the
rope we've made
for ourselves
as the only
way out
But being
That
once only
sin gal
way yet finding
around
her way was
a hound
waiting to be
mangeled
by my bone @ home.
Friday, February 20, 2026
Thursday, February 19, 2026
Wednesday, February 18, 2026
Lowkey
Have you ever been speechless?
Well speaking is some things we must
withstand to carry out loudly incorretly directly and sincerely
This must be my time to talk as a lime
sour to touch but fresh to view and squeeze
so im goona get a little spicy with
some usual
ohing and owing
of oblivion
Lets get this loving
going again real soon/
Talking while thinking privately
Speechlessly
In Love with
That One!)
Tuesday, February 17, 2026
con me first with food of delight
I do have freestyle confession
"havent we heard it all" they say
Well truth be told
All of our heads are the same size
Of who it shall contain
As the person giving themselves
To
their head person in charge!
Ribs bones and chickin wings please!
Saturday, February 14, 2026
Wednesday, February 11, 2026
Bi polar bitch is back
Imagine looking forward to the next day and their is nothing to look forward to cause there is nothing their for you. Your life has been taken by others. No way out but the next day is….
Fuck that I control what goes in my next.
I hate you
Them
Us
I don’t care for another day with me only to look at.
Who is gonna save you
You better have it together
Mother fuckers
Shit headss gucking lobbyist for yourself
Go guck yourself
Go straight to hell
Ok I’m in hell
Hipi Horay
I’m going somewhere else
A man can not save what is not theirs
You own items not people anymore
The um fucking subliminal
Stop before you have a fucking backlash
like maybe your death through
A heart attack maybe
I make me do you shit heads
Just 4 the record
If their is not a person listening
To themselves sorry son of bitches
Good 4 your ass
So I’m writing this too myself
But please take it to be your for
Freakin 2026
I’m here right now
This shit is hilarious
Tuesday, February 10, 2026
Monday, February 9, 2026
Ow we
Kris where you at
Exactly
Been riding the streets
Fast slow cruise
Looking in my surroundings
Down to the woods but I
Need u
Not them things
Bring you hone errday
But baby why stay at bay
Come and join my boat!
No title
Me quote unquote
Living out my dreams
Why can’t it be the
Nor mal diagram
Ok on to the next
Guess that’s the problem
Time is up
When
The shit is real
And hits
My fan with no one to do it for me
So then I must dream in
For anotheshit to come in
And shake me to a point
Of disillusion separation
And
NIW THE FUCK WHAT
DO I CHANGE NOW
FOOL MY FOOLISH SELF
well I will completely…
Just danmit
No love help nothin
Just a show!
That is quite useless
I guess their getting the
Jest of things
Dear
So what if
I pea John
Then what?
He is gone
I am trying
To stay for us
To unite
And not slaughter
Kill filled to full with the unknown
Which makes the unknown shown as known
Back to John
Well government managers stage hands give us
Items to change or kill who
We are
So they can continue to survive
On
John’s fuckin funny ass
Legacy!
You go John
He did pay
Po john
+9
John Belushi (January 24, 1949 – March 5, 1982) was a titan of American comedy, known for his explosive energy, physical humor, and, ultimately, a tragic, premature death at the height of his fame
. As an original cast member of Saturday Night Live (1975–1979) and the star of National Lampoon's Animal House (1978), he redefined comedy in the late 1970s, creating an "anarchic" and "feral" style that made him a cultural icon.Early Life and Career
Born in Chicago to Albanian-American parents, Belushi was a high school football co-captain and homecoming king in Wheaton, Illinois. He began his comedy career at Chicago's The Second City, where he met future collaborator Dan Aykroyd, and subsequently joined the National Lampoon's Lemmings off-Broadway show.
Born in Chicago to Albanian-American parents, Belushi was a high school football co-captain and homecoming king in Wheaton, Illinois. He began his comedy career at Chicago's The Second City, where he met future collaborator Dan Aykroyd, and subsequently joined the National Lampoon's Lemmings off-Broadway show.
Rise to Fame: SNL and The Blues Brothers
- Saturday Night Live: In 1975, Lorne Michaels hired him as one of the original "Not Ready for Prime Time Players". Belushi became the breakout star, known for characters like the Samurai Futaba, and impressions of Joe Cocker and Henry Kissinger.
- The Blues Brothers: Alongside Dan Aykroyd, Belushi created "Joliet" Jake Blues. What started as a warm-up act for SNL became a chart-topping band (Briefcase Full of Blues) and a massive 1980 cult film.
- Animal House: His portrayal of the chaotic fraternity member John "Bluto" Blutarsky in 1978 cemented his status as a Hollywood superstar.
Addiction and Tragic Death
Despite his professional success, Belushi battled severe drug addiction that spiraled out of control as his fame grew. He was frequently late to sets and, during The Blues Brothers filming, required a security team to keep him away from drugs.
Despite his professional success, Belushi battled severe drug addiction that spiraled out of control as his fame grew. He was frequently late to sets and, during The Blues Brothers filming, required a security team to keep him away from drugs.
- Final Days: In February 1982, Belushi was staying in Bungalow No. 3 at the Chateau Marmont in Los Angeles, working on a script.
- Death: On March 5, 1982, at age 33, he was found dead by his trainer, Bill Wallace. The cause of death was an overdose of a "speedball"—a lethal combination of heroin and cocaine.
- Aftermath: Cathy Smith, a friend who was with him, later admitted to injecting him with the drugs in a 1982 National Enquirerinterview, titled "I Killed Belushi". She pleaded no contest to involuntary manslaughter and served 15 months in prison.
Legacy
Belushi was laid to rest on Martha's Vineyard. His original tombstone, bearing a skull and crossbones and the inscription "I may be gone but Rock and Roll lives on," became a tourist attraction, leading his family to reinter him in an unmarked grave nearby. In 2004, he was honored with a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame.
Belushi was laid to rest on Martha's Vineyard. His original tombstone, bearing a skull and crossbones and the inscription "I may be gone but Rock and Roll lives on," became a tourist attraction, leading his family to reinter him in an unmarked grave nearby. In 2004, he was honored with a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame.
His close friend and partner, Dan Aykroyd, poignantly noted at the 1982 Academy Awards, "My partner... was somewhat of a visual effect himself".
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