Tuesday, December 13, 2011


Yes, I could say
My mistakes
Could keep me @ bay

Wondering are u/ making it worst
Or better yet
Can it get better first

Preminisions are from my past luggage
Like it or not
We're going through the same voyage

Of course, u/ chose to be able to have a say
So, therefore
Only right of me to go forrowed and keep my problems at bay.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

All the time

Why do u/ think I need you to love me?
Cause I do
Pretending to eye me all the time
Not correct for you
Tends to be not all that fine
It's your show
Take control of our mine
Withstanding the flow

Sunday, December 4, 2011


Continue to give birth
We ill always have room
For a Man that will comfort us
Let it be thy will you seem to be the one.
My shell can be broken through
Hoping to devour you.
We are made to be within one another neorologically.
Just look
You see a part of me in you
Your all up in me.
I'm so glad my search n the wilderness is over.
I found u/ from w/in me with sesames on top.

Friday, November 18, 2011

I'm Feeling....

Feelings are so complex to outplay
They don't go anywhere
But up from here
Just the fact that they fool us everyday
Peaking and sneaking up on ya
Sometimes you can't feel them coming into play
But then what do you do but act out the "play"
Performs sometimes as a script
Then other times as a moment in time
A frown
A smile
A file placed in your head to be recapped on a special do
Feelings why you take me for a fool
Never leave me alone
Can we just be meloncolly friends at the most
Who told you I was all emotional and all that
Now tht you've claimed me as one of your own
I have no choice but to say
I feel you and can we continue this platter of moans and groans lateron

Sunday, November 13, 2011


Sometimes Me would be the perfect one to state the obvious
I love me
I have no choice but to be me & like me.
I've been made from Me
I am in sestial love cause of Me
I do know Me then and now a than
I love the vessels not the veins within me
Me w/out a spotter u/ either do or ya don't
4 the thrill of you being me.

Monday, October 31, 2011

Still No Freedom

Do my folks love who I've become?
Teens, Gays, Dopeheads, Bums, Mistaken Activist ask themselves daily.
I know that no one can define who you are.
But, ya need ur folks whom have known to be true friends
The freedom of reconlecting sometimes puts u apart.
Ya use to be this but now ur this.
Change is not spelled the same as who I think u suppose to be.
Then, if u ain't doing as your folks think well your change couldn't be good.
Freedom does include being free w/ in your dome of thought & comprehension!

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Back Up

When The Back Up Garnt has been alotted
Your future and well being have been determined
Living involves striving to recognize it's never over
Underestimated isnot a label
You place upon yourself
Farthest reaching world take forever
Look away and at to see if you can get close to forever
Then my Back Up saves my heartful being
From being murdered
It's not my determination

Sunday, September 25, 2011


The real ones
Will truely yet one day
See the reality of themselves
Faith in whom they where
Yet have to become
As well
As growng to b
Never become the wrong coming
Where u/ are ultimently to go
While always taking your beginning
To happily open your eyes and proceed
To overturn the hype & evil sights
That pierce your insides each knight
Never believe U/ R the only one living
To have faith 2
Ultimently believe
Where u/ may end & whom it appears to be w/!

Thursday, September 15, 2011


I am so sorry to say
I've failed my friends
By not seeing the crack in their skin.
Verifying their in trouble
But viewing other associates contributing to their withering skin.
We could've went & recieved a body facial from my co worker.
I just never called to make the appointment
Friend I cry daily for viewing you die
not doing what I had the equipment 2 do.
Tears run down my eyes.
Only thing I Love is U/

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Ain't gotta

You ain't gotta like it
Cause I'm gon love it
Hay Hay
Let begin this whith the verse tht has stayed with us throughout
Home is where the heart is
Right from the start
Nubian began at the heart of her vessel
Where they don't play
We just sing the same ole song and play
Get your ming right
Get ya Money right
And I'm gonna love you
When they ain't talkin
That's when
You ain't gon like it
But we gon love it!

Monday, September 12, 2011

Old Story!

Thier is no real fight
Except with my post
Here as lately I have mihandeled
Some bbuttons
And allorgized and put others feelings in the hand up unprotected and nonlogicality and erased my say by Myself
I come back the second time time to prove there needs to be some change
Get off off the window seal and go to the ballroom
The way if and when if this time I come you'll be ready
But this time I had to give it a try
I hadnt exactly sseen the lights of allagory
Or bankock But I know who the same pair of pants if felt like it
So Here I was Wandering as usual what in the hell did I get myself in
B4 I was so lovely Shoulda seen the dis[play
Felt the shill
Rode the wave
While getting what the boat had n store
Get a seat while ya
We backin up from sea
The King said with gold all around him
Next Voyage is the future of our history being erased if my soldiers don't make the voyage bk
Most impotantly!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011


Sometime a one sided silence is the best thang
Light seem so dim but yet always honestly bright
When the choice is to close the dance floor and slang
Like it's your to conquer
Your lively concious knows everyone s n the room is fighting
But the the silent subconsious says im goin keep this a one sided thang for me
But never lonely cause when i open and view my feet i also c you in near sight
Don't get it twisted
The beat might be unlisted but I can teach as well as sythycize while I sing
I Love Dancing With With My Bo Thang all around this thang they call a one sided dream that turned around to be about my thang!
My Ego Is just who We jam To!
No Lonliness Found
It's last call but after hours is around the corner with another dance floor waiting for tht other!

Friday, September 2, 2011


Felt like droppin' a few winners
Closing a bush of followers

Livin' without the obstacles
Be taken seriously throughout tabacles

Tryin' to underestimate closing a door
Not strategizing moving toward a winning sword

If not 4 actualization of needing for another natuarally
Set my body in the realm of a moving cirle virtually

Putting everything a head to for berate a full
Give emanicipation the full script of a bull

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Poetic Truth

Perceptions of Us

As we sit and listen to the indigoes and the blues
That we profess to see in the sky
Our almost unification of brain and senses tied up together
Reality comes in as if the sun is on top of the horizon
What then?
Live for who I have always percieved you to be
A Strong Black Woman wanting to be Just that
One n All
Then the sun rising into a crisp day of shine
When the diagnosis of the exstended perception
Becomes Your also just
One n a Few
The competition comes to mind when will this
Percrastination of becoming
The Life Of Me
Be the final Beautiful Sunset that will produce a clear whole Moon
No longer waiting on You

Monday, August 15, 2011


Before when I knew what to do
Not to go where ya feel comfortable
Drenching your brains
Stay where the shit just swells to a still

Do what ya told ya friend ta do
The write thang according to you
Throw it to the wind
Hope drifts of seet charms comes back to you

When the time comes wake up and see where you r
And stupidly wanting to quote about the stuff
Jus rolling though the place u r
It being your life so the toughness is always n the rogh

I ask when does it end for the sake of knowing why
I've always thought 1 thang realizing  360.
So Ok let's go round to get round
Naturally if u can thnk it up it can thts why

Tuesday, July 26, 2011


Meaning             vs               Purpose
   *                                       *
     *                                       *
Why Say This                       For an Object
What For                             Objective
I mean this 2 Myself               This is to Serve My Objective

My Purpose 4 Objectively Finding the Most Implessive Meaning For What I Say Should Be What Myself Stands For.

Saturday, July 16, 2011


If their can become no questionable
How then am I real?

When the time is over and scarce eyes no longer
What is their to be felt & found out about
Preservation is no longer kept alive as
Transform with the seasons while
Dry w/out becoming condemned until the
Great migration when we shall then have to
And remember how all these cycles were
Yet to always have the ability to depend that
Will be kept on the aeckers where we bought
Strength to overcome for the futures sake of
Scars to be imbedded on the grea great people of
While even so our souls r yet to join and
With praise for if not 4 u/ I'de still be burnin
With tears falling. I say Thank You with all "my" Life!

Friday, July 8, 2011


From the beginning
Of this love long filled life
There has been forgoing
Of believing that strife
Could possibily creep in feining
Like usual the overcome was just a slice of beef
Which I prefer ribeye but I got the cuttings
Of cheap marinated falling apart off the knife
Possibly the weakest and non fullfilling
Strife I've never tasted in my life
Thank goodness for love always surrounding
My being & me being sure who really matters in time of strife
Teachings & Lessons taught to me enables me not to stop believing
The love that's always been given to me in life.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Unconditional Love

Unconditional does adhere
To conditions
The condition is that you always
Love me unconditionally
We exchanged these rings 4 a reason
Under the condition
That I'm your forever Queen
Rather freak of nature or girl next door
You Loved me unconditionally before we
Became one on the
Condition I could look @ you
Smile w/out tears
That's unconditional love
Trust that them other pretty girls
under your radar while I'm above
Not being greedy but the ring adhere
To our heart
Under the condition tht this love last
EZilly done.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Pay Back

Everything seems to involve
a pay back
One side has back
Other rolls to the back
To get paid paid back
Everything needs to be known
Sake of telling the truth
The paybabck seems beneficial
Insanely believing I can keep track

Monday, June 27, 2011


If I kiss a girl hello
Then kiss her brother goodbye
When r we gonna be happy with the love exchanged?
Can you pull me away from the reality of realizing I have to come to go.
Let's take tht great march
Sis along Me
Brother along w/ You
Unite to get this flow of greatness marching down the road.
When wondering watcha wearing or doing stay human & say.
Honey it's really none of your business.
Until this goes to court.
Even then we will b sitting amongst one another.
Doing our "Free" thang.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Trickin' of the Mind

Maybe now it's prolifically thought to mean that sacrificially sets obscurities on.
There is a profit to life living
No matter the beginning.
Cause when u/ came that was the form
The meaning of this profit is taught through those around u/ thought.
Always acting from the strength from within
Great monenary instructious.

The pain is shur to flow
Shit must blow
Just to show
Go up

We expext to get this feeling of forever not seeing the end.
Where was the beginning?
Expectations are rocked like rotation
of the earth
Slow around on TV but ain't no telling in person
What do we really live?
With expectation always expect to be followed w/ payment of the joy for us having one another.

Monday, June 13, 2011

Saturday, June 11, 2011


The mirror shows the truth
From my before birth
Until eye what I now see
The talk is through the pain of the sword
We must continue from the beginning
To end to stay strategically sain
The conseption has been passed
Down the battlefield
To one village of warriors that have won
Humanity is so simple & wants to be a play display
In our warm country we must stay
Behold a fullfilled way
Seperation must pay while
Unity always will stay strong
Throughout Time

Friday, June 10, 2011

Unknown Fate

Opening my mind to explore my fate
Can never be filled with hate
It's like sight unknown
Everyday is anew as stars become one sun
Changes blossom as time is never really even known
Our magnificant past based on our need to extrapolate ourselves
Become and secure our humanity for our future selves
Thanks to the strength of knowledge & freedom
We are bright as the day & realize our facts can come from our domes
My con clusion is we have the right to interpolate for the sake of self discovery
Who ever doesn't participate in extrapolate has no respect for our past recovery

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Want some Crablegs?

Crack it open guettoley
Realize that's the way to go
Start in the middle
Knowing u/ want tht whole joint
Dreamin' big meat will come through
Just have ta crack fast
And ease out to last
Yea one side is gonna produce that
Nonbreakable vein
Longer that is baby
Well the more meat will cum my way
See thata I'm sayin'
Suck the middles the connect
Distinguish btween skin & flesh
Flesh melts easily, little chewing neccessary
Got the butter but
Just thnk. I need
Bye the time I done cracked, sucked & shucked
Mess needs cleaning up
The Momory will stay
4ever Me & You

Friday, April 29, 2011

Perfect Humanity

The fact tht your perfect huminity
is not impecatent when it can be changed,
then the imformation becomes more needing
access to the material humanity existance.
Belief is now you have access to material existance
so expectations are needed to be no so much
Only phyical humanity born
For your rehabing state

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Hows It Gonna Beee?

If I already know how it was
But I seem to tell you believe you can Beee
Who really can see who knows what when the truth of the Beee is truely who I should Beeelieve to Beee
Damn that buzz about I saw but yet I think you the magnificant Beee.
The buzzing and flapping wing hangin' to survive naturally to Beeelong
Are you a Hows it gonna Beee?
Can I tell you about your Beeeing and you Beeelieve?
Please Beeecome me for the sake of Beeeing a better you.
Mix my stingy batter with your Beeecoming you.
Cause I wanta keep my Beeeloved culture but remeber I have the right to tell you about.
You Beeeing excepted or just Beeelieving I don't no the future
Hows It Gonna Beee
Stupidity killed the Buzz

Saturday, April 9, 2011


I am Alive
I don't need to be verified
By You Face book
I have My own face
You say tell Me where your @ so others can locate You
And make Mooney off you
But where do I fit in this damn
That You promise Me is not so
But do I look like a robot to You
Just cause I choose to support Your " Artistic invininsion"
Don't mean You own Me to
Require Me to Give Myself and Everything I call as
Private to you
Who are You?
May I ask?
Well Know?
That this is is some damn arrogent Spam
That I have trouble with
You seem to got this this so down packed
That You plan to evict Me or
I aint gon let this get Me down
Evict Me
I have been evicted from better places this
Damn Slavery Mentality of sign over this and that or else
Cause we trying to make money off of you
But no you don't get none
Just  be lucky to be a part of
Your Face on
"my" so called book
Get some real life there was
Something more real
Before This came along
Like Some real penis or pussy face to face
As Ya see this is not what
I dig my life n2!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011


Stabalize Dies
Dies Alive
Alive Strives
Strives Dives
Dives Survives
Flies Archives
Archives Collides
Collides Falsefies
Falsefies Lies
Lives Fives
Fives Cries
Cries Outside
Outside Forgives
Forgives Minutes
Minutes Takes
Takes Forever
Forever Stabalized
Stabalized Feet
Feet Pavement
Pavement Connects
Connects When
When Now
Now Balance
Balance Flow
Flow No
No More
More Though
Though Plead
Plead 5th
5th Street
Street Sturdy

Monday, March 21, 2011


Recognization vs Realizing
What has been referred to to recongnize for, like really

Recommendition vs Merchandizing
Can you or do u really need 2 no how to spell

Spades vs Diseing
Who really wins its hoping black everywhere

Gotting vs Getting
What was born to behold throughout

Fronting vs B holding
Timid to let go off what's urself

Winnter vs What's Cumming
Selling doe to doe just for fun & the lack of Son
Runnin out on you youngsters, too smart 4 ME

Write is what I say

Thursday, March 17, 2011

The Pay Off

Got the bail for Life
4 a minute
Can we then go up in them infamous
white trailors & get the bizness on
4 a minute
Gone be sitting up thier on bail
refinishing My afterthoughts atless
4 a minute
Life I think
4 a minute
What I'm gon do make new peeps my fam
4 a minute
Until I realize I'm the only one
with Life to give back to Me
4 a minute
Realizing Life has to go by My standards
4 Ever

Tuesday, March 15, 2011


RBG struggle**:)

What goes around comes around(author unknown)

One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her.
Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry.

He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you.

He said, 'I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson.'

Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.

As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and began to talk to him. She told him that she was from St. Louis and was only just passing through. She couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid.

Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk. The lady asked how much she owed him. Any amount would have been all right with her. She already imagined all the awful things that could have happened had he not stopped. Bryan never thought twice about being paid. This was not a job to him. This was helping someone in need, and God knows there were plenty, who had given him a hand in the past. He had lived his whole life that way, and it never occurred to him to act any other way.

He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back, the next time she saw someone who needed help, she could give that person the assistance they needed, and Bryan added, 'And think of me.'

He waited until she started her car and drove off. It had been a cold and depressing day, but he felt good as he headed for home, disappearing into the twilight.

A few miles down the road the lady saw a small cafe. She went in to grab a bite to eat, and take the chill off before she made the last leg of her trip home. It was a dingy looking restaurant. Outside were two old gas pumps. The whole scene was unfamiliar to her. The waitress came over and brought a clean towel to wipe her wet hair. She had a sweet smile, one that even being on her feet for the whole day couldn't erase. The lady noticed that the waitress was nearly eight months pregnant, but she never let the strain and aches change her attitude. The old lady wondered how someone who had so little could be so giving to a stranger. Then she remembered Bryan ..

After the lady finished her meal, she paid with a hundred dollar bill. The waitress quickly went to get change for her hundred dollar bill, but the old lady had slipped right out the door. She was gone by the time the waitress came back. The waitress wondered where the lady could be. Then she noticed something written on the napkin.

There were tears in her eyes when she read what the lady wrote: 'You don't owe me anything. I have
been there too. Somebody once helped me out, the way I'm helping you. If you really want to pay me back, here is what you do: Do not let this chain of love end with you.'

Under the napkin were four more $100 bills.

Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to fill, and people to serve, but the waitress made it through another day. That night when she got home from work and climbed into bed, she was thinking about the
money and what the lady had written. How could the lady have known how much she and her husband needed it? With the baby due next month, it was going to be hard....

She knew how worried her husband was, and as he lay sleeping next to her, she gave him a soft kiss and whispered soft and low, 'Everything's going to be all right. I love you, Bryan Anderson.'

There is an old saying 'What goes around comes around.' Today I sent you this story, and I'm asking you to pass it on. Let this light shine. God works in mysterious ways and sometimes puts people in our lives for a reason.

Don't delete it, don't return it. Simply, pass this on to a friend.

Sunday, March 13, 2011


I hate when I can't go to sleep
And I'm hallucinating grinding on some body
Yea I'm lonely and wet as hell
But tht's just what a woman go through when she's a Grandma and a dean mother of a few
All work and no play
I wanna of coarse be face to face with that real on the real
Mid life crisis is what I write to explain to a few
Now don't get me wrong I can hang with webcam w/ survalliance & a video or 2
Been there still doing it for you 2
Should've got out the bed and greeted u with all the words in my head a second ago
But I just layed there
And dreamed about shaking while I say what I said
Face to face is what was being bread
Mayb if I go 4 that change I can do u on youtube
But tht I see u can u see me is not for the Feds
Copy and Paste this mouth is what I would be saying
And I ain't tryin to b a bullytube
I'm a feminine young lady tryin to make space
But nobody can see a trace
C I would make me up & do my hair wit some tight flare
The only thing wrongis
Are we gonna do this Face2Face?

Friday, March 4, 2011

This It

When love can not be
Love will be forever

Love is like a flower blooming
Always with a root
Even if the flower has been chewed on by Gods' insects
The root remain
Water is not gonna be overlooked equity

Not needed daily?
Well soil stays moist
Gardens are loved by their entrupunewer
But remember the moisture was wet b4 the "planter" came
Flowers sometimes need phsical watering

That's Life!

Hot Mixes for ya! Straight from the WOOD:)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

This Track is OFF the chism!


Just say ok

Playthis (dont b scured)

The Date was 10/4/2001

Like a child at the candy store
My poet chance for a delicious date has come on this date
I realized and recognized the invite into inspiration to be realized has come over 900 miles away
But it’s still My all wanting and coming date
First, I take my shower in haste but delicately while thinking how will this come not go
While the water flows through my mind I think well it ain’t gon be one of those Flawless Delivery dates
Nor rushingly misguided dates
This may be a chance in a lifetime to Exceed with perfection
Secondly, I feel as though What an inspiring over 900 mile meeting this could be
Thirdly, what am I to say to this magnificent humble King I will secretly meet
Well in all my haste and wait and wanting and needing
Well what if I could take that 45 minute commute to think
Then sit in the park and say to one another shot look at that let’s get out that journal
And maybe step into reality of Me and You
Well I do admit my haste
Then, I take your advisement and slow down…….
This ain’t no criminal you’re looking at its only me
Oh My I’ve made it to the 900 mile mark can’t believe it to be real
Our minds and fingers connect for the first time and we come to connect these dots that you are me and I am You
Oh My this damn date
As we connect with our hands we write, draw, figure and mathematically incline into one another’s mind
Is mine heavy enough
But I am the Lady
And You sure are a Real Man with Me in the park
As my hands shake you say relax this won’t be the last date
Until Then……..

Thursday, February 24, 2011


Everything comes from the Lord
So hard to recongnize what's for real
Everything is.
Priceless Love

When we come into and also overcome
We do this for the Love of the everlasting everything
This is more then me
And you receive what's the light that tells me "I Love U"

No debt has been paid for my head
I have never been alone to fin alone
Love & Peace are free but our belief must be tested by ourselves
Bfore we see that Love is Priceless and For Real

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Lady B

There is
Only One
Way 2
Learn About...
Lady B

Take Time
To Acknowledge
her downfalls
Learn Her
stability attributes

5 down
And 2
Over The
Gliding Line
Lesson Learned

Only When
fullfilled willingly
Called Out
with smiles of
Really learning
Lady B

Bring Your
Raw Heart
Oh No
NoOne Wanted
No one came

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

A whole lot @ Stake

What happens is we figure out how we like this to be done First
Then, we imagine how good & juicy it could dribble from my lips

Secondly, other priorities come to mind
How the place has satisfied my needs n the past

Compared to my past choices that I took
When young & intuition where my best friend

Thirdly, the Lessons and advice help me carry out my decision of how
the back of the house provides happiness to my
"the beginning of satisfing this bodily nutrition"

Sunday, February 13, 2011


Everything in life
Has a lesson.
Depends on what side ur on,
Which lessons will be learned.
Lessons r only for life livers.
No waste aloud.

Thursday, February 10, 2011


Do I not reserve the right to survive?
We all know when they come threw with a Whole Slew.
So I do survive the right to reserve what I derserve.

No One Peace Aggreement has been won alone.
So then our freedom enables us to have reserve the right w/in this aggreement.
Peace Aggreement enables feedom has won alone.

No One can see the end until they see.
The devotion to reserve my eggs for your hatching,
Has me just waiting until next session.

Friday, February 4, 2011


Games play will play
To get to the right fortaye
I say why go there if u can't win
Why potray a cadillac when you own a damn van

Let's take a round around and see where we really stand
Back next to each other
The wind is the only thing that can send you off the board
Knowledge will surely keep the cadee fresh and clean

Believe that the board will get tossed by the sore loosers
But the folks that was winning will feel the hurt too
Lets start all over
Can I apologize for taking your piece

No is the answer
Ok lets just drink a beer and settle for an even score
But no cause U can't quit calling me the whore
I end up forgiving your score for the sake of us playin for another

Game of Monopoly on the floor

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Open the door

Mother Nature please give my heart a break

The ice has become so hard but yet slippery to pace

Dig me out with whatever form you can make up

Beneath it all it started soft to the touch

Fluff Fluff just roll me over and have your way

These days I do have cabin fever

My heart cries for some honest cuddling love

But when the door opens will I be able to not fall & bust my head?

My neck like my heart may get twisted with the fate of giving it a try

I'm warm in here but yet cold by the thought of when will everything melt

My heart might go into a lovely spring of everything coming alive
To greet this pounding of needing some natural sun

But will you stay?

Monday, January 31, 2011

Live (these) Words

Conversations we confidently have with one another to sooth the breeze
When it goes through and out to form a hanging like leaf on a tree
Suppose to be
But on it’s way to be fallin to form a decoration to be looked upon as dead but still there
That is what is to be formed to be racked up for next time

The branch that has a space left alive but always with a space to form another dead leaf to fall
Always relates to next season but year by year it gets worst but next better
Life sitting on a perfectly trimmed bush
Still alive but the life of the yellow leaf out seeds everything else
Succseeds the job that was done earlier to today all the fertilizer and spot treatment

Live hands pressed in the garden to form those aligned daisies that form at the brink of spring
I will speak on my garden to promote the originality of the circular motion I have formed at the driveway
My love for my hobbies exceeds my neighbors when they just shake their heads when they see me speaking
Words remind me of life changing daily and needing change and remembrance of back in the day
When all we had was an imagination and some creativity to form something that was sure to stay alive rather here or there

Monday, January 24, 2011


Gimme "MY" mask back plz
I thought I was ready yall
But I can't live up to this
Without no make me up
Yall got it
I need it back
Where do I go go for "returned packages"?
Help a sista out and return what I let out to be me
Me was not ready for us
Us consisted of yall judge and jury me
Ya sent me packin
What I got now
This mask that fits only when I no you lookin
But what's on when yall ain't lookin
That's what I'm sayin
I'm lost without u judging that's all I'm use to in this world of US
Now I'm placing it back on this face of mine to be more incline to within your kind
See how it helps me find your mind
For real though I need a mask or is it too late?
I think it's too late now that I am wearing "MY" Hand made kind from Me And Mine!

You may feel like mine is dirty or unkind
Take yours off and see what really is beneath your kind
before ya judge mine!

Might Go There

Well I just might
Go that long road to where I need to go there
I left where I was to get here
I got here and meet you

So then really I did not might show up there
Life is a long trail of aveNUES to vear off when it's time for ME
But I feel as though the track will never stop nor view me to that Heaven
Wait that's at the end

All the in betweens are wins of me deciding where is the next statue to stand me up and view me while
I will get there
That long road
That short road which will never get to the end but will send me over the edge just to try to go there

Ain't nothing perfect
My decision to leave or redecide my thought or to tell you I'm confused
But I do No One Thang is True
I'm getting there

Then I say after that I just Might change my mind about where we can go to begin to see finally an end of where to get to my dreams
I'm gonna get um if it takes me deciding and communicating with Queens from Edgypt that are Black
We were spelling before you were smelling or try to sell
Don't get me wrong I know where I'm going is where I am right now

With no second thought of my strength, intellect or originality
So it's here in my soul where I will go
I just had to ponder My heart and the beats of the drums on Fridays
The decision has been made where and who I might Go or Be in the everflowing Nile See

Sunday, January 23, 2011


Let me take this day to Shine
A new day and time
The sunrise will refresh my mind
I will use yesterday as a learning shrine
Please let me Shine
Yesterday was a sign
That our socalled love was on my dime
You expressed how I was so fine
That you wanted to give me your time
We agreed that together we will grow into a stern unbreakable pine
All the sudden we were in a binde
Because the night came and you expressed you needed time
"Fine" take the time
Time to evaluate my strong kind
Our passionate grinde
How is your natural beauty so fine?
Why am I scared to make you mine?
Then I say..
"Open your heart and dig deep and u will see it's our time to shine"

Saturday, January 22, 2011

T I V E's

Is this pro?
Yes from my pro spective
When I take a look Back
Get into my retro spective
This is always my professional adaptaption of what I’m saying
Now your intro spective may be different
That’s what brings us together to see each others perspective!
No one’s saying I’m better then you
You see your perception and I see mine
Your’s may be deeper inside your heart
Cause your perceiving this
Don’t get upset cause the T I V E’s have been thrown your way
And mine are sinking inside to find out how much of a pro You are
So now that we go back in retro space
The truth becomes I have nothing to do with how you perceive things to be
Cause that’s you’re learned pro that you’re happy with
I’m continuously looking out the window to try to understand
Where you’re coming from!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

True Story

The prime reason I must stay unscripted
I become only tempted
Up and down
Quickly it goes
If not attended
Well no sending
One day I deleted me being unscripted
Tried like hell to go back through this fake things that are listed
What about most recent script
That’s not the one
I’m getting close how could me just disappear
It’s weird how I could reappear but I already being taken unscripted again
But I searched a mile high and a flow gone for you
I never found so I’ll be scripted with a hue of
Never found for u but made for me scripted but yet deleted
I thought I saved you does this mean you were never me
Where are u?
That one word professed with the connection to show finesse
That one epiphany I found wondering waiting to be gifted
The one intrusion on a so precious asset that you once where taught and learned
That one reason why I can scream now in all in all
The one I can’t seem to remember how I why I deleted you to only want and need my once self back
To my delusion of my epiphanies, sycraceracies,any damn thang I want
I do recall on the real
“A Whole Slew”

Saturday, January 8, 2011


I’m just saying why can’t I tell u why?
Cause I’m only saying
Cause I want you to know that I was sayin
Probably a couple of times but never told the right person at the time
Cause I was just saying then too
If I was out of line well it’s a legal road called I’m just saying and I don’t pay taxes out there just hang with MF who just I’m only sayin but don’t love you enough to tell when they know Why
I remember when where forced into a corner of disperse and entrapment and we’re told to don’t be too sure about what you saying and why
So I'm JUST sayin
Cause if somebody come around well I honestly don’t know why you think I would honestly know why I should’ve told the real instead of the just
I know folks who don’t deserve what’s been said and proclaimed to be an I'm just saying finally truth
Ain’t gonna hurt you none right now
We don got this far in protecting one another
Become more pure and less unsure but saying
And say what needs to be changed from just to the crust on the cherry pie